JEWELS From the GODS…

Once again, I just have to take the time to thank you all

for the positive, love and support of  

TRU EARTH’S HEART

It’s never easy exposing how vulnerable

And

naive we can be when it comes to

LOVE

relationships

And JUST LIFE in general…

When I started this blog

I did not have the intention of

nor

 was I thinking about having followers and likes and all of that

The GOD that I needed to say the words to

Was not BE 4 me

So

I just put this little blog together

as a safe and anonymous way for me to

vent and beat myself up

yes… I’m that honest…lol…

But

when things don’t work out

that’s what we tend to do –

beat ourselves up

mistrust our judgments

and actions

taking the blame away from where it truly lies –

at the feet of those who have hurt us

the ones that use us and abuse us

the ones that make us doubt ourselves

and compromise ourselves

at the feet of those who laugh in our faces

KNOWing

they are hurting us

Sounds like a 10%er to me…

(just saying)

So yeah

That’s the reason I started

TRU EARTH’S HEART

And then the most amazing thing started happening…

Even though I left my contact info

And

Stated that people could send me any work that

They would like to have posted on

TRU EARTH’S HEART

I

Never

Expected people to actually send me stuff…

I’ve always believed that everything

Happens for a reason

And

Now I know why things happened the way that they did –

Now

something that was only meant

to be a tool

for me to keep

hurting myself with

TRU EARTH’S HEART

Has become a place where people feel

COMFORTABLE

and

SAFE

to say the things

that

for whatever reason

can’t be said to those who have hurt them

SO

            In keeping with my promise to those who have shared

their hearts and souls with me

I

present not just my own

Pain

and

Heartache

But

With their permission,

theirs as well…

TRU EARTH’S HEART

is no longer

JUST

dedicated to

All of the EARTHS without their GODS

But

to any and everyone

going through their

OWN

Private

Struggles and Battles

May these words expressed

continue

to help those who are hurting

find

LOVE

TRUTH

 PEACE

FREEDOM

and

JUSTICE…  

PEACE TO ALL THE

TRU

GODS & EARTHS

Message from the EARTH to the GODS…

MESSAGE FROM THE EARTH TO THE GODS

Question…

How can one claim to be the 

GOD

if

HE 

has no love in his heart?…

Is 

GOD 

not love?…

KNOWLEDGE – 

the foundation of all things in existence

The Blackman who is the SUN

and the SUN 

is the 

foundation of the solar system

It means to look, listen, observe, learn

and 

respect

any and everything

KNOWLEDGE

can be found 

everywhere in everything

It is awareness gained by experience 

or

observation of specific facts

true justified belief

and/or 

opinions

The sum of what is known

the 

KNOWN – LEDGE

is

infinity

KNOWLEDGE

means

to

KNOW THE LEDGE

so you won’t fall

off the edge 

and into the 

devil’s

civilization

which is 

TRICK – KNOWLEDGE…

Question…

How can one claim to be the 

GOD

if

HE 

has no love in his heart?…

Is 

GOD 

not love?…

From WISDOM to UNDERSTANDING…

MY UNDERSTANDING...            DeSean

MY UNDERSTANDING…
DeSean

THIS IS MY UNDERSTANDING

AND THIS SONG IS 

DEDICATED TO 

HIM

MY JOY MY GOD

MOMMY LOVES YOU BOO!!!…

Unsure of what the balance held
I touched my belly overwhelmed
By what I had been chosen to perform
But then an angel came one day
Told me to kneel down and pray
For unto me a man child would be born
Woe this crazy circumstance
I knew his life deserved a chance
But everybody told me to be smart
Look at your career they said,
“Lauryn, baby use your head”
But instead I chose to use my heart

Now the joy of my world is in Zion
Now the joy of my world is in Zion

How beautiful if nothing more
Than to wait at Zion’s door
I’ve never been in love like this before
Now let me pray to keep you from
The perils that will surely come
See life for you my prince has just begun
And I thank you for choosing me
To come through unto life to be
A beautiful reflection of his grace
See I know that a gift so great
Is only one God could create
And I’m reminded every time I see your face

That the joy of my world is in Zion
Now the joy of my world is in Zion
Now the joy of my world is in Zion
Now the joy of my world is in Zion

Marching, marching, marching to Zion
Marching, marching
Marching, marching, marching to Zion
Beautiful, beautiful Zion
(repeat to end of song)

When GOD Became a Man…

[https://youtu.be/4Dln2l8VpL4]

When GOD Became a Man

So who’s really to blame 

TRU EARTHs

broken heart?…

It would be easy to

blame the GOD

but

at the end of the day

the GOD 

is a 

man

I saw that today

funny how 

when

TRUTH is revealed

the light that once 

blinded me 

ceases to exist

funny how

what was once

looked at as

so DIVINE

reveals itself 

to be 

no more 

than

a

man

No longer

will I ever again

look 4 GOD

outside 

of me

GOD is within me

GOD came 

through me… 

My UNDERSTANDING 

will be 

the 

GOD 

they all 

seek to be

KNOWLEDGE OF SELF

was and still is

the greatest of all the gifts

the GODS

have given to me…

GOD is in ME

GOD came 

Through ME

MY UNDERSTANDING

will truly be

the 

GOD

they all seek 

to be… 

No more 

will I be

the EARTH that

they walk on 

like the concrete

4 my UNDERSTANDING

I’ll be the Ol’ EARTH 

that he needs 

me to be

My gifts from the GODS

are now his

HE will always know

who HE is

GOD is in ME

GOD came through ME

MY UNDERSTANDING

is 

THE GOD

they all seek 

to be…

Building With TRU…

Jan 29, 2013

I’m nervous as hell right now.

Today me and the GOD are suppose

to talk today…

It’s going to take everything in me not to break down and be weak

it’s gonna take a lot for me to stay focus with my words

and my thoughts

hey…

the GOD is sexy as hell…lol…

yeah, this is definitely not going to be easy.

9:13am

I just finished my classes for the day

Ancient Egypt (Kemet) 

and

History of 

African American Women

I was calm while I was in class

that’s what the classroom/school

in general does for me – 

school is definitely my sanctuary

but

now

my nerves are acting up again

in less than 20 minutes

me and the GOD

will have the conversation 

that we need to have:

either we move forward 

together

or

move on 

by 

myself… 

this is the hardest thing

that I have ever 

had to do 

in my life

and I’m a mom

so that’s saying something…

so, 

here’s to the 

ReBirth 

of 

TRU EARTH…

2:15 pm

January 30

12: oo am

People TRUly are something…

so 

me and the GOD had our conversation and honestly…

I can’t even refer to him as that anymore. 

At the end of the day – 

he played the hell out of me. 

What’s messed up is the fact that he does love me – but – 

apparently, he can’t be with someone doing the same thing that he is.

meaning

right now, I’m a single mom

in college

just starting my junior year

at the moment

yes 

I am struggling – but – I’m handling things. 

I’m a sociology major

with a minor in early childhood education

my motto

get them young 

and the possibilities are endless

I’m very involved on campus – 

all I do is help who ever needs it

He is also a college student

also starting his junior year

he has projects that he’s working on

and

so do I

our

goals in life are the same

  but 

I guess when he SEEs me 

all he SEEs are my struggles

not my potential

which is sad because when I looked at him 

saw his potential

and wanted to help him as much as I could

that’s the

MOTHER

and

PROTECTOR

in me.

His woman – 

got her education 

and 

now 

happily plays around in the DEVILs DEN.

go figure

one who proclaims that HE is a GOD

has a women 

whose job is

contributing to the destruction of our

community

with the negative images and stereotypes that we

continuously

SEE and HEAR

in the media

MONEY

he chose the money and the woman

and turned his back on the EARTH –

he had the nerve to try to make it seem like

I’m not on her level

when in reality –

SHE never has been and never will be on MY LEVEL

I’m developing a non-profit

community outreach organization

I’m developing a college level course

that is designed to change the way future teachers are

trained and more

importantly forces them to address their own personal

biases before

they bring their negative energy into the classroom 

my mentor is training me to take over her job as the grant

writer for

the education program that I am a part of at school

I’m about my people

I’m about changing the lives of my people

he knew these things about me 

I’m not materialistic

If I could stay in school for the rest of my life 

I would

I love learning for the sake of learning

I am a student of LIFE… 

but

none of that mattered

yes all of these things about me drew him to me

but

at the end of the day

he had a choice to make

BE the GOD

that you are

with me

or live life as a man

with her…

MONEY MATTERS MORE TO HIM I GUESS…

Damn 

BLACK NATIONAL ANTHEM…

LIFT EV’RY VOICE AND SING

Also known as “The Black National Anthem”

By James Weldon Johnson

Lift ev’ry voice and sing,

Till earth and heaven ring.

Ring with the harmonies of Liberty;

Let our rejoicing rise,

High as the list’ning skies,

Let it resound loud as the rolling sea.

Sing a song full of the faith that the dark past has taught us,

Sing a song full of the hope that the present has brought us;

Facing the rising sun of our new day begun,

Let us march on till victory is won.

Stony the road we trod,

Bitter the chast’ning rod,

Felt in the days when hope unborn had died;

Yet with a steady beat,

Have not our weary feet,

Come to the place for which our fathers sighed?

We have come over a way that with tears has been watered,

We have come, treading our path through the blood of the slaughtered,

Out from the gloomy past,

Till now we stand at last

Where the white gleam of our bright star is cast.

GOD of our weary years,

GOD of our silent tears,

Thou who has brought us thus far on the way;

Thou who has by Thy might,

Led us into the light,

Keep us forever in the path, we pray.

Lest our feet stray from the places, our GOD, where we met Thee,

Lest our hearts, drunk with the wine of the world, we forget Thee,

Shadowed beneath thy hand,

May we forever stand,

TRUE to our GOD,

TRUE to our native land.

SEEing…

 

SEEing

The day –

already off to a bad day

I know it’s due to

my troubled heart

So scared of SEEing

the GODs face –

 

Eyes will still smile

When HE SEEs me

 

My spirit, my soul

Will still yearn

For one more hug

One more touch

Consequences of a

Forbidden LOVE

 

Now I SEE

that HE

Never saw my TRUE worth

TRUE GODS do not

DESTROY the EARTH

 

So scared of SEEing

The man’s face…